I LOVE CK ONE

BAH.

i thought this blog could be my personal blog. and only gao knew abt it but dats coz he's like my very best fren. but in the end some pple ended up finding out abt it (STUPID LAM) and i dun even rem telling him coz frankly, i really dun feel comfortable letting too many pple know so much details abt my life.

but anyway, i shouldn't have screamed at lam la. lam's considered one of my closer frens too. just that sometimes his mouth damn bloody huge. anyway, i would seriously appreciate if he keeps his mouth shut. i have his secrets too that i can blackmail him with. muahahaha. kidding.

i thought i should delete this blog. but then i decided not to coz i kinda like the name pinkie-pig. and ive decided no matter how 'personal' a blog can be, there's still a slight chance of pple stumbling upon it. so, ive deleted those entries that i think ive written too much. after all i do mention names and i think it wouldn't be fair for anyone to judge me or keen, esp when every stories have 2 sides. so yup, i shall still continue blogging but i shall not be too detailed. just surface things and how i feel but not stuff which i think might put anybody in a bad light. unless i'm bitching abt somebody. or somebody that i can't stand.

anyway, i still love lam la (not in that way). no hard feelings. he has been a great friend all these time listening to my whinings and sob stories. i noe he thinks i deserve whatever that's happening to me now coz well, he did say i was pretty heartless back then in some way. but aiyah. everyone makes mistakes wat. boo.

oh today this dumbass indian guy sprayed ck one in my face when i told him i wanted a sample. asshole. but ok la. the smell stayed with me the whole day n it's fucking orgasmic man. AHHHH i would pounce on any guy that smells like that.

im hungry.