i love my nike air rifts!!

YAYY i bought nike air rifts!! so PWETTTY!! it's like black and pink. super funky!!! and it's damn cheap. i bought the junior version. hur hur.

went shopping at queensway shopping centre and i love it there man. everywhere can bargain. smile abit and flirt abit more can get even more discount. but of coz i don't do that. *lalala*

Anyway, i was at one of the many sports shop when i saw the pair of rifts. the price on the shoes says its $72 but the uncle says he'll gimme for $60. that's pretty common la coz i kinda knew they always geh geh put a fake price and make us think the discount they're giving us is damn alot like that. i tried it on and it looks DAMN CHIO on my feet can? wah lau. and i'm quite a decisive buyer la. NOTE: decisive. NOT IMPULSE. hur hur. so i kinda decided i wanted it but i wanna check the prices around first.

so i went to the next shop. the guy told me $55. Wheee. even cheaper. but still not cheap enough. the secret auntie in me must find a better bargain. so i continued hunting. and came upon this shop. when i walked in, 2 young chinese guys in their twenties or younger started whispering and looking at me and blahblahblah. not to be thick skin or what la but i get that kinda often so it didn't really bother me. who noes maybe they're like talking about some snort sticking out of my nose or something.

ANYWAY, i saw THE pair and of coz i asked for the price. the cheekier looking one replied me n told me $55.

hmmmm. ok lets try and smile smile abit.

"eh cheaper can not?" *sweet smile*

"haha ok how much u want?"

"$50?"

"okok i ask my boss"

then he approached his indian boss, and came back.

"my boss say best price already leh"

"huh? then nevermind. thanks." *sweet smile again but look abit sad* (OH man i'm like damn slut la. sheesh)

the chinese guy then went back to his friend and started whispering abit more. he suddenly came back and asked me softly.

"if u wanna buy u pay by cash or nets?"

"err. nets?"

"okok i give it to u for $49"

then he quickly walked to the cashier.

OH MAN. dats cheaper than i asked for! obviously i quickly followed him to the cashier.he's damn sneaky man. he proceeded with the transactions really fast, standing at an angle where his indian boss can't see what he's doing. He then tore off the receipt, passed one back to me, kept the other one, scribbled something on it and crushed it.

hmmmm. i really dunno what he did man. but whatever it is, i got it for $49! wheeeee. so happy!:)

b4 i left, i turned to him, said thanks and gave him a smile. he looked really pleased with himself. haha SO FUNNY.

oh well. i guess it pays to flirt a little. before that, at another shop, i bargained with another uncle n got me n nio 2 nike tops at a much cheaper price too. after today, nio decided to come shopping with me next time so i can give her discounts too. wahahahaha. damn funny la she. make use of me only.

anyway, i met keen for supper last night. bad mistake man. i was quite sleepy. and i drove through a red light. fuck sia. lucky no traffic and camera. SHIT. i can't afford another accident.
once again, the meeting with him was abit weird. i dunno. i still miss him abit la and i didn't mind seeing him. but seeing the photo of lydia on his phone is just damn terrible la.

their r/ship is damn weird. not that i'm jealous or anything. seriously i'm not. but i can't help wondering wat's wrong with her. she's going overseas but yet she agrees to go into a r/ship but tells keen that she can't promise him that she'll commit.

yah yah she's nice. so? i still think she's damn bitch la. if she can't love keen 100%, then why the fuck get into a r/ship. to me, that's just ultimate nonsensical and stupid. u don't go into a r/ship not being able to give 100%. or tell ur other half don't get too serious coz things might not work out.

WTF.

lamest thing i've ever heard. horny say horny la. or just admit ure desperate coz u havent had a bf in a long time.

no, i'm not being bitter. i just can't stand girls who are like that. not being able to commit but want the status of being attached. why? so u can tell people "ooooooh i'm attached! i've got a bf who looks like matt damon and we love to kiss and make out in public. see? i'm not as ugly as u think i am!"

*shakes head*


but yet for some weird reason he wants me to wait. like HUH? wait for wat? for him to get married then when the pastor or whoever asks if anybody wanna object i can raise up my hand, run towards them and stop the wedding?

siao.

sometimes he just doesn't make much sense. he thinks by not waiting means i don't love him. i don't need to wait for someone to show that i love that person. loving a person means wanting them to be happy. is that not correct? and i truly want him to be happy. yah la damn noble sia. so unlike me.

as much as i hate keen sometimes for the things he say and do, i still care a great deal for him la. i dunno if i still love him. how to when his heart belongs to someone else? just doesn't make sense. i'm just not the pining kind of girl. but i guess my feelings are still hovering around.

OH WELL.

every r/ship is a learning journey. not say i've been through alot la. but my first one alone that lasted 49 mths is enough to teach me some lessons.

i may have been bratty. i may have been spoilt. i may like thinking that i'm right all the time.

but i did put in my 100% and gave in my all and love him with all my heart.

that's what love is and that's what a r/ship should be about. not half hearted and indecisive.

oh well.

went for a run with jerm yesterday. that pig. forever making me run so fast. everybody should stop thinking that i can run coz seriously, my stamina SUCKS. well at least he walked me home and didn't force me to run home. lucky my mom isn't washing the car outside my house if not i would be forced to introduce him to her and it'll be damn weird la. not ready yet lor. my mom's mad la. whole day ask why i never bring jeremy home. i keep telling her friends only and she'll be like "friends means cannot bring home and introduce meh?"

yeah right. she just wanna know him coz she thinks there's something going on. damn kay poh lar she.

i'm HUNGRY.

oh and i got my 3 core modules and cs2250! wheee. now i'm hoping i can get my UEs. my general account damn little points lor. and im still wondering how to appeal for a 6th module.

BLEH.