i need to cut my fringeeee.

my fringe is seriously pissing me off. it's at the length where it's neither short nor long. it's not short enough to stay above my eyes and it's not long enough to tuck it behind my ears. so it's kinda sweeping over my eyes and blocking my vision. but then again, everytime when i cut my fringe i end up looking tootish. so basically i just have horrible looking fringe. BLEEHH.

ok i'm feeling slightly kao behish. trainings have been a drag lately. i feeel...off. oh well. i shall not think about it. i hate this feeling.

my presentations are finally over. for now at least. right after term break it's gonna be weekly presentations again. zzzz. but it's not too bad la. forces me to keep up with my readings and every week the presentations feels easier. i've never done so many presentations in a semester before and i'm getting used to it. today i had a presentation in my cs2250 tutorial and it feels so different working with year 2 students as compared to year 4 students. doing projects with honours students can be kinda stressful coz everyone's so smart and it gets kinda competitive. but at least it pushes me to work harder. i think i work better under stress. most of the times la.

working with year 2 students makes me feeeeel...old. their style is so different and it doesn't help that they are from the school of computing. AND they are GUYS. wah lau.

ok i should complaining about school. i think i'm just kao behing coz the weekends are overand it's the monday blues synptom. i love the weekends coz i can forget about schoolwork and presentations and spend time with jeremy. last saturday was like a jeremy day coz we did stuff related to him. wahahaha. firstly i went to his ex JC for this event known as MAF. pronounced as marf. hur hur. how haps. it stands for mid autmn festival la but its so funny that they call it MARF. it's like "hey u wanna go MAARRFFF?" hahahaha it sounds like barf and it's damn hilarious la. and hwa chong is pretty big. i think it's much bigger than acjc. ac just looks huge coz of our sports complex. and our super gym. i miss the gym man. it's freaking HUGE. nus gym is like... 1/8 of ac's gym. anyway it was pretty fun walking around hc and looking at the type of students they have in their school. which makes me wonder whether all jcs have a certain type of students that they produce. like how hc people are kinda......cheeenafied. not saying that it's a bad thing actually. it would be kinda cool to be able to converse in chinese so fluently. i think i can't even string a proper sentence in chinese. and i call myself a chinese. TSK. that aside, i'm not saying ac is damn haps coz it's so kandang. all these reputed images of schools are just so sterotyped. just like how people associate me with being dao and snobbish coz i'm from kandang schools like mgs and ac. SHEEEESH. that's damn dumb. i remembered when i went for arts camp in year 1, my friend told me this OGL thought i was hot and wanted to know me. until he saw me in my ac shirt one day and decided against it coz he said i'll probably be the arrogant kind and would only make friends with people of MY type. ROLL MY EYES CAN.

and today my computing grpmate said that when i first stepped into class and was assigned to his group, he felt intimidated coz i looked so snobbish. THANKS ar. of coz now he thinks i'm nice and friendly. ahahahaha. ok out of point. anyway he then asked what school i was from and i said ac. and he was like "orhhhhhh.. no wonder".

WHAT U MEAN NO WONDER!!!??

"coz ac people always have that attitude problem look mahhhh"

Wat the FFFFFF can. all these sterotypical impressions are damn nonsensical la. from ac means it makes sense to be snobbish. looking snobbish means it makes sense to be from ac.

what kind of stupid ideology is this?

ok i dunno why i'm gonna on and on but it's quite disturbing. at least to me la coz it's not the first time i get that from someone. i mean i noe i can be pretty snobbish-looking when i don't smile. then again u dun expect me to walk around smiling TO MYSELF wat. and i don't really enjoy showing my vampire teeth to strangers. but even then, u don't equate or associate my looks to the school i come from. it's just plain brainless to judge a person like that. tsk.

ok la i have my guilty moments too when some guy speaks damn well in chinese and i automatically thinks he's from chinese high or hwa chong. hur hur.

ok anyway after MARRRFFF (hahaha) i went for a jeremy's friend's brithday bbq. wasn't too bad. his friends are pretty nice and funny people. honestly i don't really like making friends. damn ironic since i plan to work in the PR field next time. haha. ok i don't mind making new friends. it's just the beginning stage and making of conversations that i don't really fancy. stuff like what school i'm from, what i'm majoring in, what my major is about, what i plan to do next time, blahblahblah.

it's just damn ley chey.i think i'm the kind if i don't see a need or reason to make friends, i won't make the effort. not that i'm being a SNOB or what but it's just plain laziness on my part la. so if i actually do make friends with someone it probably means i have ulterior motives. hur hur. ok i'm talking crap. i have my moods one la. i do have my friendly moments. hee. like how i don't mind knowing jeremy's friends coz i think it would mean alot to him.

ok i'm sleepy. i told jeremy i would sleep early. i miss that pig already! he's so sweet i feel warm and fuzzy just thinking about him. :)

and i need to remind myself to make an appointment with Strip.

OK SLEEEEEEP.