saltwater is good for acne!!

........according to jeremy's father.

and i kinda agree with him.

compare the above picture. (ahahha so act cute)

..............with this.

can u see the difference?

eh actually can't really tell sia. but anyway, it's a comparison of my complexion. the 1st photo was while i was training at kallang. and the second photo is more recent where i'm now training at macritchie reservoir.

ironically, my complexion was alot better when i was training in kallang, where the waters are super salty, filled with oil and floating dead cats, rats and bloated fishes.

it's damn gross can. but yet it didn't have any effect on my skin.

but NOW, i'm training in waters which are supposedly fit for drinking, and i have pimples happily appearing everywhere.

BASKET.

which makes me wonder how clean our drinking water is. BLEEHHHH!!

my mom's actually asking me to go see a skin doctor. how insultingggg. me and my once flawless skin have to now visit a dermatologist.

i bet it's karma la. serves me right for laughing at those people with pimple plantations back in jc.

anyway i've got a virtual pet!! it's like uber cute lar. n it's called PINKIE PIG!! (how original hur hur) but it's so cute i wanna pinch it and hug it. when u move ur mouse the pig will follow it. how ADORABLE!!! and if u click repeatedly it'll roll around in the mud. SO CUTE RIGHT!!!

ok i dunno if firefox users can see it because apparently these users (yes i'm referring to mr sun and mr tan) can't seem to see my tagboard. USE IE LA DAMMIT. then u can see my little pink piggy :)

and i have training at 7am. SEVEN AM!!! that's like in 6 hours! i would have skipped it if not for nic riosa coming down to paddle. errr. at least that's what i think he's called. some marathon champion from world champs that we met in perth.

anyway my time trials on sunday was super gross. gross until cannot be any grosser. i wanna vomit blood just thinking about it. it's super uber disgusting.

i'm puzzled at how me and my partner can't seem to go any faster. i think our k1 can beat our k2 lor. YUCKS. and our frequent miscommunication is just demoralizing me.

i wonder why people (esp pple close to me) have the tendency to misjudge what i say :(

and it affects me when they get irritated and not tell me in the face why. and go on to assume what i said mean something else. tmd.

if they're irritated with what i said coz they thought it's something offensive or rude, i rather they confront me about it so i can CLARIFY and REASSURE them that's not what i meant, instead of getting all agitated and ignoring me.

i mean i do know sometimes the words i use or the way i say things might translate into a different meaning that's damn off from my original message.

but that's just me what. and if u're close to me u should already know this by now.

and i'm a pretty direct person. if i don't like what u're doing i'll tell u in the face instead of beating around the bush. so i don't understand why my message can be thought of to mean something else.

bahhhhhhhhhh. so irritating. i hate being misunderstood.

and i had lunch with jeremy's family on sunday. oh maaaaaaaan. it was pretty unnerving. i had to eat stuff that i normally dun eat. not that it's bad la. the food was actually pretty good :p

i've been crying pretty often recently too. i dunno whyyyyyy. booo i'm such a crybaby i think i'm traumatizing jeremy :(

ok i neeed to do my essay. ultimate sianism.