WHOOOPS.

this is an entry dedicated to the pple i always pang seh, namely:

stella quek, sheila ann melbye, chan yoke hian, lim sulin and charlene tan mingyue.

wah seeee i still remember all of your FULL names ok!!

anyway.

I'M SORRRRRY!!!!

i noe laaaa the past few outings i never turn up at all and according to yoke hian he can't remember how i look like (DUN BLUFF LOR i just saw u at the gym last friday. idiot.)

really didn't mean to pang sehhhhhh la but i didn't wanna like rush down to town and warm the seat for half an hour then have to catch the last bus home or something.

charlene i promise i'll buy u a nice present :)

and for the rest, erm, i will, erm, buy u all dinner!! (yes stella i still owe u supper too)

i still love u all!! don't disown me ok!!!!

actually i feel pretty bad. i think other than the canoeing pple, i haven seen much of my other friends for ages.

i miss my AC peeps too. half have gone overseas (liyan, lam, kunshan n jon) and the remaining ones left are gao, mike, junior, derrick n paul. (eh i hope i didn't miss out anyone)

i remember we used to meet up every weekend to do crazy things n only go home in the wee hours. from ktv-ing to mahjong to bumming around at someone's house and drinking to sneaking into acs(i) in the middle of the night. basically just spontaneous activities planned at the spur of the moment and i really enjoyed those weekends and the company.

and we'll always try and do something special for everyone's birthday. so sweeeet right.
i remembered for one of my birthday they brought me to New Asia Bar. and somehow my birthday ended up as a one week festival thingy where they did something everyday for/with me. it wasn't planned but just something spastic thought up by gao. and we ended my birthday festival at mambo night in zouk coz the 7th day fell on a wednesday. it's damn retarded la but i thought it was hilarious :)

and occasions like chinese new year, christmas, new year's day and even NDP are a must to celebrate. so happening right.

sigh. i miss all of them. 2AA2 + extras like lam,paul n liyan rawksssss man. to the point where certain pple (whom i shall not named) who tried hanging out with us but failed to feel welcome started labelling us as elitis.

that was pretty funny.

and we saw through each other's break ups and heartaches and drunkard moments.

clubbing was fun too coz it's hilarious to see junior and jon drunk. they do the stupidest things like getting themselves into trouble with the bartenders and causing all of us to be chased out by the bouncers.

booooo i'm starting to feel nostalgic and sappy and sadddd :(

i miss everybardddyyyyy.

these days i practically eat, shit and breathe canoeing. thank goodness jeremy's training with me too.

i feel like i have no time to do anything else other than train and study. even weekends like friday and saturday nights are pretty restricted coz i have trainings in the morning at unearthly hours so i can't havoc through the night like i used to.

can is can la but i'll probably be worrying about how tired i'll be the next morning during training.

i don't even pak tor much with jeremy other than saturday afternoons after training. but most of the time we'll feel pretty drained from morning's training so we end up bumming at each other's house.

so sad right. and now our afternoons will probably be spent studying since exams are round the corner.

oh mannnn. i sound like i have no life. not that i'm complaining la. i mean canoeing is somewhat like a passion to me. it's all a matter of choice and this is what i choose to do.

after all it's a once in a lifetime opportunity to do all these.

but i really do feel bad when i can't meet up with my friends. (SORRY AGAIN!!!)
and making me feel guilty is not gonna change much unless i stop canoeing? ahahaha.

ok i need to wake up at 6am tmr. (see what i mean?)

SLEEEEP!