siansation

today's gym was incredibly boring and sianified.

i dunno whether it's coz i'm missing the bf or the thought of tons of work waiting for me at home is bumming me out.

n i'm feeling kinda worried about my mom too. hope she gets better asap.

it's times like that i'm surprised at who my 'close' friends really are. i think it's kinda sweet that pple whom i'm not close to are showing their concern for me, asking me if i'm ok, yadah yadah. but the one person i'm expecting to hear words of encouragement from is like, totally self involved in his/her own activities. (i shall not be too blatant.)

i'm utterly disappointed in this person. sometimes, it's good to put all things aside and just reach out to a friend in need, yes? some pple can be so self involved. i can't believed i even called this person my close friend. tsk.

yup i don't deny i can be a bitch when it comes to friendship. that's the way i am wat. i'm a very 'if u're nice to me i'm nice to u' kinda person. n i dun't really give a flying fuck what pple think of me coz i have enough good friends to keep me sane. so minus one doesn't really matter much to me. u're not worth my time and effort.

geez man i sound so cruel. i can be nice too, really :)

anyhow, the bf's exams are finally ending tomorrow. i feel kinda bad coz i haven't been the best gf around. i do show my share of support but when pms hits, it's hard to stay supportive when all u wanna do is just scream bloody murder. eeeeps. sorry baby :p

and gaooooooooooooooooooo thanks for talking to me on the phone even though u needed to shit badly. i told u wat. the longer u hold ur shit in, the more satisfying it is when u finally shit. hur hur. but u da best la. ur attempted doraemon and hello kitty jokes cracked me up. it's not the funniest, but passable la. u manage to get a snigger out of me, so i give u a 7/10. hurhur.

n andreaaaaaaaaa i dunno if u read my blog but thanks for a listening ear too! errr sorry for wetting your t-shirt heehee.

i'm starving i have no dinner at home. booo.

for people out there who are feeling crappy like me, here's a hug from me to u!!

*HUGS*

see? i'm like how sweet. hahahha.

n i shall end off with a lame joke i heard from gao.

Sam was walking and he saw a $50 note and a fish. but he picked up the fish instead of the note. why?








































cos sam's a CAT!!! WAHAHAHAHAH. it' damn funny la. hurhur.