last 4 days....

...of my freeeeddddddoooom.

sobsob. next monday onwards, it'll be waking up before sunrise everyday for a month and taking a loooooonnnnnnggggg mrt/busride down to tampines. zzzz. hopefully i can pass the exams. just last week i was complaining how i missed school and studying. and here i am back to basics. GROSSS.

look at the boring books i have to read:

don't be deceived by the similar covers. they're NOT the same books. it's 4 different, incredibly boring books.

see how thick it is!!! wah liews. worse than some of my readings back in NUS.

so anyway, since i won't have much time when i start work, i decided to clear out my wardrobe. for those who have seen the insides of it, u would noe how grossly filled it is with my clothes.

spent like over 2 days clearing out and OMG, i filled up like 10 FREAKING BAGS OF CLOTHES.

which i think the uglier ones will be sold to the karang guni man while the rest will be donated. i can't believe some of the clothes i've worn back in my obiang days. it's truly horrifying man. i have this dress that the bf saw and he thinks it looks like the kind where female ghosts wear in those chinese horror shows. like, whatever dood.

and there were some pretty ones in good condition which i could probably sell off on auctions for a reasonable price but i'm too lazy to do so. what a waste.

look at the amount of hangers that was generated from my wardrobe. wahahaha. if i sold for a dollar each i could easily make hundreds.

TAADAAAAHHHHH!

it looks so neat and empty (almost la) now. and yes i have many t shirts. those few pieces of clothes hanging are my pathetic work clothes. wahahha. i need MORE working clothes!!!

you should have seen the before picture. it's like 10 stacks of clothes squashed side by side and the height of each stack was like...half of the wardrobe. and looking at the number of hangers, u can imagine how many pieces of clothings were hanging from the pole thingy.it's truly disastrous i tell you. i can't even close wardrobe properly. they're are practically bursting out.

and i still have another wardrobe to pack. KAOS. wtf do i have so many clothes!!!?? sianded. i think half of them is not even mine lor. dunno come from where also.

i found some of my old school uniforms too and i wanted the bf to see how adorable (hurhur) i looked in my MGS uniform ( no lor it's not some kinky fetish). but STOOPID JEREMY says i look PUFFY.

WHATEVER LOR. MGS uniforms are nice and comfortable. no restrictions whatsoever. maybe i shall hold a school uniform party one day. hur hur. and all the chinese high boys can come in their short shorts (js and wenny!! muahahaha)

so anyway, last week was our 10th mth and the bf bought me these:

so cute right. they're marshmellows btw and unfortunately, i don't really fancy marshmellows. but it's so funny looking. we named it dino and dina. the bf bought 2 to represent us (awwww). the decent yellow-looking one is me of cos. the green one is just plain weird. the body shape is strangely deformed. errr but i'm not sayin jeremy has a deformed body la. he's so hunky dory. i like. hahaha. but since he said i was puffy, he can be the ugly limegreen one.

sadly, dino and dina were starting to melt so they're currently residing in the comforts of my dustbin. (SORRY MIMI :p)

so anyway, i've also decided to remove my previous entry abt the ntu peeps. i normally don't do that cos it's the usual it's-my-blog-i-wanna-write-what-i-want defence mode that most bloggers have. but since zhanjing (my ah-paaaaaa. hahahah) and jiaqi are nice people, i shall oblige to their requests. mind you, they're not like some irritating people i noe who are like WHY U WRITE SUCH THINGS!! IT'S NOT TRUE LOR!!! U BETTER TAKE IT OFF OR I'LL THROW COCKROACHES INTO YOUR ROOM!!

yawn. talk to my hand. when idiots do that, i not only NOT remove, i write additional entries about their stupidity. but zj actually called me to explain the situation and i thought it was a fair enough reason to remove. see? i'm nice. haha. ok out of point. congrats to jiaqi btw for becoming the newly elected capt :)

training hasn't been too bad lately. it's been a long time since i had fun during trainings. ok not fun as in yay we're goin sentosa kinda fun. i mean other than the crazy and tiring programs, it's a nice feeling to train without feeling too stressed up about whether you're underperforming or being too slow. i'm starting to find the joy in paddling again. yay. maybe it's the environment. nus canoeing team rawks.

no doubt there have been little cracks here and there in the team (which i feel it's an inevitable situation in any sports team), but nothing in this world that is worth having comes easy. the nus canoeing team has definitely come a long way since our humble beginnings. i've seen through 3 batches of teammates come and go for the past 3 yrs of my canoeing career in NUS and each batch leaves behind different memories. some good, some bad, but at the end of the day, i'm proud to be part of this family.

and i hope you are too :)

heart u many many. smooch ^_^