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....is a good show. funny yet touching. alot of emphasis on family values. sobsob. i give it 4 stars! 3.5 for the plot and another extra 0.5 star cos kate beckinsale (i think) is so haawwwtt. she looks a mixture of that kate (geee same name!) girl from Lost and Liv tyler. so chiiiooo.

so anyway. update abt my work.

I FAILED ANOTHER TEST!!!

yikes.

hahahaha. DIE la. i dun dare to tell my boss. and i have another 4 tests next week to slog through. plus this retest = 5 FREAKING TESTS next week. one each day CAN!! i'm like DAMN excited la. (yokeeee how did your brother do it mannnnn!! ask him teach me!!)

FUCK la. i HATE studying man. i thought i wouldn't have to study EVER AGAIN after graduating. but NOooooooooooooo. here i am having daily tests and exams.
and the last time i touched a calculator was in J2. which makes that 5 years of not doing any form of mathematics. and now i'm like needing to do calculations on interest rates, housing loans, mortgages, exchange rates, cash values, yadah yadah. BAaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh. what have i gotten myself into.

but i shall PERSEVERE. as a sportsman (or sportswoman), i shall not give up so easily.

so anyway, i was pretty sianified after the test on friday. having to retest means sitting through another 2.5 hrs doing 125 MCQ qns. what a dread . i hate MCQs. for someone who smoked through my essays back in uni, MCQ is my downfall. how well i crap also cannot get A. SIGHHHH. but the bf gave me a loooooonnnggg pep talk about coming so far and not giving up and blahblahblah.

so yup. i shall not whine and take things in my stride. what makes me weak will only make me stronger.

wahhhhh. i'm all grown up (yeah right). hahaha.

but sometimes, i really admire the bf for his way of looking at things when things go wrong and taking it in his stride without dwelling on it for too long. for me, i'll whine and regret and brood and dwell and cry and question this and that and the list goes on.
i should seriously learn to let loose abit and just CHILL. if not my white hair will start multiplying before i even hit 25. (but then again i'm forever 20. hurhur)

paddling tmr at 8am. yawwwnnnn.

gdnite.