boohoo.

today i threw a major tantrum at the bf.

and i am now feeling terribly guilty O_o

even though the tantrum lasted for a mere 2 hrs+ (HURS) and the bf forgives me for it (like he always does. AWwwww), thinking back now, i would have slapped myself silly for being such a bitch about it.

i was at suntec after work today with my family taking those graduation portraits and my parents were taking such a looooong time choosing the photos. the photo taking itself took like half an hr but the slection process took like almost TWO hours. and of cos, being the impatient person that i am, i started getting restless and irritable (no thanks to my prolonged PMS). and who should suffer but THE BF. so poor thang :(

and so my dad was supposed to send me down to the bf's place. and just as we were leaving (FINALLY), the bf called and said he was out of the house, and on the way to suntec to pick me up.

like, supposed to be a sweet gesture right?

but NOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooo. when he reached suntec and i got into the car, i screamed into his face

"who ask you to pick me up!!!! i told u my dad can send me waaaaaat!!!"

like WTF right. i can't believe i was so unreasonable. whoooooops. i highly suspect it's the accumulated waiting time (i had to wait another 25 mins for him to arrive when he told me 15 mins). and plus my hormones are all over the place.

just to digress, i am TWO WEEKS LATE. and NO i am NOT pregnant. it's stress i tell you. which explains the prolonged PMS and unexplainable mood swings. hurrrrs.

anyways. i'm not too proud of myself for behaving the way i did and i'm feeling guiltyyyyyyyyy. ya la i'm known for my short temper. i shall make a conscious effort to tone down. but i can be nice too wat. HURs.

sorrrrrrrrrrryy babbbbyyy :(

and yesterday i went for a run with jen and peiying ong. OMG. it's the longest run i ever had since i started working (which is like, almost 6 mths already). my legs were like damn sng la. and yes, i charged up the arts slope. but in my defense, it was the LAST slope and a LAST burst kinda thang. u noe, used up whatever ounce of energy left and finish it good. honestly i was dying la. and those two mad women ran the same route the day before and yesterday AGAIN with me. maaaaaaaaaaaaad. i can't imagine running 9.6km 2 days in a row. but it was pretty fun the first half when we still had the energy to bitch gossip. hurs. the 2nd half was just wheezing noises la. at least from me.

booooohoooo i feel crampy.