yet again..

...another entry typed from my office. hurs. tuesday is almost over. which means 2 more days to my long weekend! wheeeeeeee. and 2 more weeks to my block leave! after which i shall decide if i'm staying on with this job. working in a bank isn't as glamourous as it seems to be. sure, the pay is good and the commission scheme rawks but i'm dying of boredom everyday trying to find things to do. but who noes, when i'm in a job where i have too many things to do, i might just find myself wishing i had more time on my hands. oh well. life sucks doesn't it? we're never satisfied with what we have, thinking the grass is always greener on the other side. as cliche as it may be, i've learnt that money isn't everything. it can't buy passion and it can't buy happiness.

just to be a little anti-climatic, i don't really know where my passion lies as of this moment. i think i wanna be a tai tai la. complete with big permed hair, stroking my persian cat and having daily pedicures. wahahhaa. ok i'm kidding. i would probably die of boredom.

so anyway, this isn't supposed to be one of those thought-provoking, depressing entries. so i shall stop whining. i'm excited abt my long weekend cos the bf and i are gona have teppanyaki dinner on thursday night! (that is if he remembers to book the place. i LURVE teppanyaki. the last time i ate was when i was in sec sch or something. some jap restaurant at daimaru. i hope this one at riverview hotel would be good. plus there is sashimi buffet!! YUUUMMMM. i LURVE salmon. and tuna. and salmon. and tuna. yes i'm boring. and i'm hoping to visit vivocity on friday. and maybe catch casino royal (somebody pls tell the bf it SUCKS so i won't have to watch. wahaha). the lead actor looks like some uncle that serves kopi. i heart pierce brosnan.

and i've put on weight. yikes. before regatta i was like 44kg (and yet i wasn't asked to be drummer!! BOOHOOOOO. stupid weili. i shall aim to be 35kg next regatta. wahhaa). Now i'm 46.5kg! like OMG. 2.5 kg in less than 2 weeks. i think i've been snacking too much. the bf just topped up my snack pack with this giant packet of Hello pandas. hurrrrs. it has like little packets inside: 4 chocolate, 3 strawberry, 2 peanut butter and 2 vanilla (booooo ONLY TWO!!!) and he also bought me this huuuggeee packet of seaweed. i feel like a pig next to my colleagues. for them, lunch is like a bowl of tau huay. dat's like my dessert after 1 big bowl of prawn mee. hurrr. btw my colleague bought me this bowl of tau huay with barley seeds. how interesting.the barley seeds actually go pretty well with the tau huay. so nice and chewy and sweet. oh maaaaan i'm hungry again. i'm like finishing my tube of haribo gummy sweet.

and u noe how we're supposed to leave our work worries behind after stepping out of the office? i tried but NOOOOoooooooooooooo. my boss decided to haunt me by smsing me at 8pm to press me for figures. sian ji bua can. what a SPOILER. BAHHHhhhh. and my america's top model ended last night. booohoooo. it's back to monday blues again. why didn't joanie win!!!!!!!! she's like HOW HOT. and so cute.

time to make some calls and i'm off to gym (IF i don't change my mind) with the bf.

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update: i KNEW it. the bf hasn't book the place.

and cynthia koh from the 9pm show annoys me.