I.

AM.

P.M.S.I.N.G


baaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

this sucks.

the weather is FUCKING HOT. i'm feeling CRAMPY and GRUMPY. and i'm BORED TO DEATH. i'm rotting away at home on a SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

being dependent on your other half to spend the weekend is NOT GOOD AT ALL. cos when something crops up, u find urself VERY VERY BORED. LIKE SERIOUSLY. LIKE SO BORED I CAN JUST KILL MYSELF.

and by this time tmr i'll probably be feeling the routine sunday evening blues wondering why the weekend goes by so quickly and i'll probably feel even worse knowing how i wasted my weekend this time round ROTTING AWAY AT HOME.

KNN LAR.

STUPID GAO CAN YOU LIKE MOVE TO THE WEST.

BAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm actually wishing that i can go to work tmr.

yikes i can't believe i just said that.

AND i've been feeling extremely lethergic of late. my body feels exhausted. like i'm going to fall sick any moment. Boohooooo. depressing :(

angsty + depression = confirm guarantee plus chop PMS.

boooohooooooooooo :(

and bill's right. waking up after a nap in the evening when the skies are dark gives u a very lonely feeling. i don't like. no more nappings past evenings.


edit: i take back what i said in the prev entry. i don't think i'm coping too well seeing the bf less than 10hrs a week. i feel pseudo single.

this is why i DO NOT believe in LDR. bah.

and i'm SO FUCKING BORED I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE.