rain rain, go away

as u can see, i'm really bored. hence the change of layout. kinda boring looking though.

it's been raining the whole day. extremely sleep-inducing.

and having SCV in your room is very,very bad. i'm glued to the tv all night long. when there's nothing interesting showing, i'll leave the tv running on E! entertainment channel. it's practically showing thrashy hollywood gossips 24/7. i likeeeee. i've taken a liking to animal planet too. documentaries amaze me, esp those on marine life. kinda weird since i have a phobia for the ocean.

so anyway, i can't wait for my HBO channel to activate. if you don't see me online anymore, u'll know why. and i'm already rarely online. hurs.

so the month of aug is almost over. work for this month was pretty much smooth-sailing save for a couple of hiccups, but it's all good. come sept, new month, new stress, esp since it's the closing of the 3rd quarter. arghh. but bring it onnnn. i wanna plan for my next holiday though.bangkok, gold coast, phuket in a span of one year. what's next? i would love to go aust again. maybe melbourne or sydney. or even perth (abby can u bring me along? haha)

fitness-wise, i'm trying to make myself swim, run and paddle every week. obviously failing terribly. tsk. i need to get myself disciplined if not come sava sprints, round ubin and stand chart i'll just kill myself. yikeeees. thinking about it gives me this deep sense of dread. why do i put myself through this time and time again even though i'm supposed to be a retiree. whoooops. i highly doubt it's passion though. i think it's more the fear of getting flabby and a big ass. how superficial but that's life.

needless to say, my lovelife is going great. sometimes in a rship, it's not just about iloveyous and companionship. i think it's impt to be able to discuss where the rship is heading sometimes, without the guy breaking out in cold sweat.and i'm glad i can do so with mimi sun :)

but of cos, life isn't always a bed of roses. i do hope my mom gets better, even though sometimes the situation looks bleak. but i guess what makes you weak will only make u stronger. Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength. —Isaiah 40:31

this entry sounds mildly depressing, even though the content isn't. maybe it's a sign of growing old. yikes.

btw, happy 2 years baby :)