blues.

i missed out a grp from my prev post, so yup, would like to thank these bunch of peeps too: Adele, Felynn and Max, my wonderful ex colleagues from DBS. despite my short stint there, i really bonded with them and still am keeping in touch with them after leaving the bank for more than half a year. just about a month ago, i attended max's wedding and my mom chose an outfit for me cos it's been awhile since i attended any weddings and i had no idea what to wear.

sigh. i miss my mom. sometimes it still seem so hard to believe she's gone. there are times i still think she's in the next room, doing her usual nightly routine before she goes to bed. i wish this was all just a bad dream that i can wake up from.

but obviously not, since this is the way life is. totally sucks to the core. since when do things happen the way we want it to be?

super long weekend ahead, since i'm on leave till next week. but why do i not feel excited at all. times like these, i kinda prefer going to work cos it keeps my mind blank.

they say there's always calm after the storm. looks like it's gonna be a terribly long monsoon season ahead.