sometimes i wonder why relationships exists in this world, whether it's between friends, family, other halves or even God. because when these relationships fail you, like a passing of a loved one, your best friend ignoring you, break ups, unanswered prayers, you feel like the world is crashing down on you. contrary to what we think, maybe the 'lonely singles' out there are probably the happiest people on earth because they're not accountable or responsible for anybody's feelings, neither will they be affected by failing relationships because they lived only for themselves and that's all it matters.
being selfish might not be a bad thing after all, so let's screw it with love thy neighbours as thyself and we should all just love ourselves, period. me, myself and xh.
and 18km in a T2 is not funny. then again, i should appreciate it since i'm told after my shoulder surgery, i can't run for 2 months, paddle/play racket games for 4-6 months because the precision of my shoulder muscle will need time to heal completely. very good excuse to nua and turn into a complete lard. i like. but i'm totally dreading the surgery. sianism. going for an MRI was scary enough i can't imagine lying on an operating table. maybe i should just screw it and live with a loose shoulder for the rest of my life.
anybody who wants to run the stand chart (full marathon) pls let me know. totally FOC.
i love cloudy days. perfect weather to laze around.
edit: pardon me, i'm just being moody. i'll get better in time.
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damn, this song is -THE- song for breakups, failed relationships and everything emo.
Well, the shoulder will heal after surgery, but a broken heart takes longer.
Take care!
reallie?? hhaha i didn't know that. life succcccccckkkkks!! heh
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