After all that has happened, i find myself slightly jaded and not having the urge to go church. Which makes me wonder, do i need someone to push me towards God, or am i someone who loses faith easily. I still rem the number of times i almost wanted to pull out of baptism. But in the end, i thank God for His peserverence in his silent mysterious ways to pull me through it.

I feel like i wanna run more n improve my stamina. Time for stand chart full marathon again? Lol. But at this rate im running, i prob need to sign up for some gym classes n bulk up before i run away my existing fats n turn into chopsticks.
Not tt im running damn alot but im kinda proud of my regime this week. Lets see how long this keeps up. Maybe i should swim more too.

Had dinner at taste paradise in ion last night. The food's really not too bad but freaking ex siaaaaaaa! If ure willing to splurge $88++ per pax do make a trip down.

Feel damn nuaaaa today. Zzz