This morning's 20km wasn't that bad. maybe coz i was paddling k2 with nio. or maybe coz i'm pretty much used to long distances. i seriously hope it's the latter. if not really no point belonging to a marathon team. the weather was pretty cooling also la which kinda help relieve the pain. the prev 20km we did was pure torture man. Freaking hot and no water. i had to stop a couple of times to scoop water. this time round i brought water bottle but i didn't even drink a drop of it.
honestly i'm quite ok with long distance coz my stamina isnt too bad la. but once the portaging starts when we shift to kallang again i think i will die. i seriously can't run with the stupid boat bouncing on my shoulder. BOO.
sigh.
i feel lost.
i should just get rid of everybody in my life.
don't show me ur lovey pics with u and ur lydia n tell me u miss me when u're out with her.
don't tell me bad things abt jeremy coz frankly, u dunno him as well as i do. its fucking ridiculous when there's nothing between us n there u are warning me abt him. i dun even have the freedom of choosing my friends even though u have a gf? and fyi, he is a very nice guy and whether i will like him or not in the future is NONE of ur concern.
GO AWAY.
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