my butt HURTS

blooody hell. i got this huge abrasion on my ass. and it's freaking painful. it's the kind when it's hurts like crap when water touches it. BAH. it's damn dumb la. i actually had another abrasion earlier on from all the paddling n attempted twistings in my seat. so for the marathon trials, i didn't want it to worsen so i put a plaster on it. in the end the plaster cut into my skin during the marathon and created an even BIGGER abrasion. so now i have TWO abrasions. one recovering and one that's brand new. fuck sia. n the water at kallang isn't making my abrasion feel any better.dumbass seawater. n mr goh keeps asking me to TWIST and ROTATE more. wah lan. how to twist and rotate when i'm trying as hard not to rub my ass against the seat coz of the freaking abrasion! crapz. he probably thinks i'm being lazy. but what else is new. ahahah.

Gym kinda fun on monday cos the reps were quite little. 3x15 at 80%. whee. i like 3x15. last week we did 3x1 min n it's damn gross sia. oh actually it was kinda weird coz gujin came. n i was desperately trying to be normal and talk to him. but i think he felt awkward coz jeremy was around. urgh. after gym i followed him to his car coz he said he bought stuff from thailand for me. turn out he bought this really cute piglet from winnie the pooh, a jacket and 2 tees. BAH. it made me feel even more guilty. booo. i wanted to pay him back for the tops and jacket but he refused. WHY LIKE THAAAATT. bleh.

Oh. and jeremy gave me flowers today. heh. i thought that was sweet. no wonder he smsed me n asked what my fave color was. i told him pink of coz so he bought pink roses for me. then i told him in the face i actually prefered blue roses. hur hur. how rude. but still, it was a sweet gesture la. :)

bumped in keen at the forum yesterday. i wanted this shirt n didn't have much money so i borrowed from him first. and then he started making a big fuss i dunno why. seriously. it's not like i won't return him. and then after that he says treat it as a break up gift. HUH? nah i rather return him the money. i'm like so broke this month after payin $70+ for notes and another $65 for making footstraps for the boats. but both can claim la just not yet. boo. SO BROKE. i hate beginnings of school. and the co op is like fish market can. hot, stuffy and smelly. BAHH.

ok i'm just feeling kao behish. i need to sleep.