T.B.W.S

i apologise for the earlier, rage-filled, cussing-all-over-the-place entry.

it ain't my fault, really. try attempting to sleep with sounds of drillings and knockings coming from next door and going on consecutively for 4 hours. u'll know what i mean.

in the end, i stuffed tissues into my ears, shut all windows and doors, turn on the air con and some music, and manage to get a decent 2 hr nap.

so anyway, i shall apologize in advance too if i happen to snap at anyone. i think i'm suffering from a bad case of TBWS - The Boyfriend Withdrawal Symptoms, or JWS if u want, resulting to a much moodier and grumpier me.

but fret not, it shall last only a couple of days (hopefully) once i get adjusted to his once again busy schedule.

and before some dickweeds out there choose to judge me as some clingy, can't-live-without-her-bf psycho, i beg to differ. i happen to love the bf alot and there's nothing wrong being dependent on your other half. (don't worry luokai i'm not scolding u haha)

sometimes i'm appalled when some girls complain about how unbelievable and retarded it is to meet up with their bf everyday. (btw, i'm not directing at anyone, so just chill.) i feel like putting my palm in their face and asking them to talk to my hand. if u can't stand seeing him everyday, i don't even see the purpose of being together in the first place, unless it's a one night stand kinda fling.

that said, i'm not saying u MUST see ur bf every single day. but if the thought scares u, then u should just go eat shit and die.

btw, it's my own opinions and i will not entertain disagreements. either u agree with me or don't read my blog.

so anyway, cringe all you want, but i love the bf and i'm proud of it. and i miss him already!! boohoo.

i'm starving.